Trash it out
Friday, March 11, 2011 AT 1:52:00 AM
Life's been good so far. Blessed with all that I have around me, family, friends and yuppp, my boyfriend! Couldn't be happier. :)
Turned 19 last Sunday and I have to say, this birthday is by far.. the BEST. It wasn't that much of a "happy" birthday, but all that I got will be more than enough.
I hate how each time I'm happy, I'll tell myself "Good times don't last forever, don't get so happy. You'll only end up in a big fat disappointment and having to pull yourself up again." I don't know why but I'll mentally tell myself this line everytime I'm happy. It fucking sucks. Sucks to feel this way, sucks to have the lack of trust in others and in myself.
I really need to learn to how to trust others? But above it all, I really appreciate everyone around me, all that they've done for me. Especially my boyfriend, really couldn't ask for anyone else better. :)
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