Hello
Thursday, May 27, 2010 AT 3:29:00 AM
Yeap, haven't been blogging/updating much here... because I really really really... abuse twitter too much. Follow me on twitter = getting spammed on your twitter/fb wall every single fucking day. But that's what twitter is for right? Haha. My life is.. uh, I can say.. boring? Tuition classes every Monday, Wednesday, Friday night. Sleep at 5am, wake up at 3pm, hv lunch, bathe, stone, stone, go for class, walk home, eat dinner, watch Ethan Ruan, stone till 5am then repeated all over again. Every other day when there's no tuition, I'd meet the girls. Even for a little while.. I really enjoy my time with them :) Can't emphasize how much I love them girls. Even though nowadays I'm like meeting Andy, who claims to be my BFF but bullies me 3/4 the time I'm out with him.. I really miss the girls and boys a lot! Cannot fucking wait to hv a gathering again! I think I really need to hv good time management. Hv been neglecting my studies lately, and it's already like what? Late May going June? Time passes reaaaal fast this 2010. I really want it to slow down luh. Need to start revising for Humanities. I really forgotten every single shit I learnt last year. As well as for Maths and Science. Tuition helps, yes but so what if it helps if I'm not putting in the effort to revise what teacher taught during class? No point at all. I don't want another year of stoning all the time and disappointing my Mom, Dad and Sissy.. (Aunts/Uncles/Cousins... included). The time wasted this year really is a waste of time. Hmmm. Though I'm really not mentally prepared to go Poly.. to go through all the stress and meet new people, to fear of not fitting in and all that shit. Haha.. Really kinda glad I didn't make it this year.. but really really thankful I managed to get out of Secondary school life, even though the best days were spent with the girls and boys. Didn't enjoy my secondary school days because of so many reasons, I really don't know where to begin? Thank God every fucked up thing is like, un-fucked? Though I know my Mom is going through a very difficult time.. taking care of Sissy & I and work.. the financial difficulties.. or not? Guess I should just be a good daughter, study hard and make her proud next year :) Sigh. Okay, just typed out a whole lot of random junk.. for the first time. Right, shall wash up and sleep! Hv to wake up early later!
Ciao. X